I announce my retirement. That's right. I quit.

No more fangirling, no more fanfiction.

Why?  Well what do fangirl and fanfiction have in common. A word called... FAN. I'm sick of fans in general. I thought Aerosmith fans were the most obnoxious bunch of whiny babies imaginable. I was wrong. Wrestling fans actually beat out people who thought the last album a band released was 30 years ago.

Hell I though Scrubs fans were nice. Turns out I was wrong... I was dead wrong. They get their precious season premier and they shit all over it. I'm so glad Bill Lawrence managed to snap back at some of those snarky little jackasses. I'm glad to see the man has a set of testicles and isn't going to roll over and take it.

Honestly I'm sick of the snobbyness that comes with a fandom. The unwritten rules that make one individual a better "FAN".

I'm sick of readers who are so stuck in their ways that they won't give a new author a chance. <--- Honestly at a place where I read certain fanfiction a reviewer outright said she normally refuses to read fics by people she doesn't know.

Honestly all this negativity has all but killed my muses. So what would be the point in trying to revive them to churn out one more mediocre fic? Fuck it. I'm pulling the plug so to speak.

Besides I'm 25... That's right 25. I still live with my parents because I'm in debt. I've never been able to hold down a full time job becuase I've refused (been afraid to grow up). Well guess what? I'm ready to grow up now.

I have a boyfriend, had one for three years. I wanna marry him. He won't even propose to me until I get my act together. So I'm getting my act together and this is the first step.

No more obsessing. I'm through. I'll still enjoying watching Scrubs. I might get back into wrestling again eventually. I'mm getting to the point where I can listen to Aerosmith again. I'm going to enjoy it for what it is instead of wrapping my life around it.

Well that's it. Nothing more to say I guess other than Goodbye.

I'm back.


More to follow.

Me and LC cast Scrubs with wrestlers... Enjoy. (Some edits by my boyfriend)

Main Cast
JD: AJ Styles
Perry Cox: Edge
Elliot: Maria
Turk: Elijah Burke (Though my boyfriend says MVP)
Carla: Melina
Janitor: Kevin Nash
Dr. Kelso: Vince McMahon

Supporting Cast:
Ted: Tommy Dreamer (I originally wanted Michael Cole, but whatever)
Jordan: Lita
Doug: Eric Young
The Todd: Santino Marella

Some Guest Stars (these were done with my boyfriend)
Ben: Shawn Michaels
Tasty Coma Wife: Trish Stratus
Kim: Torrie Wilson
Dan: Christian Cage

List 10 musical artists you like, in no specific order (do this before reading the questions below)!

1. Aerosmith
2. The Beatles
3. The Who
4. Def Leppard
5. Poison
6. Weird AL
7. Kiss
8. Ac/DC
9. Alice Cooper
10. Steely Dan

-What was the first song you ever heard by 6?
Pretty sure it was "Livin' in the Fridge"

-What is your favorite song of 8?
"If You Want Blood (You Got It)"

-What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?
Aero helped me discover sex. I think that's a huge impact.

-What is your favorite lyric of 5?:
They say I spend my money on woman and wine
But I could tell you where I spent last night

-How many times have you seen 4 live?
None.

-What is your favourite song by 7?
"Black Diamond"

-Is there any song by 3 that makes you sad?
"Love Rain o'er Me"

-What is your favorite song by 9?
"Inmates (we're all crazy)"

-When did you first get into 1?
I've liked Aerosmith my whole life but I didn't get overly obsessed with them until high school.

-How did you get into 3?
Always liked them. I got really into them after watching some live performances on TV.

-What is your favourite song by 4?
"Rocket"

-How many times have you seen 9 live?
0.

-Is there a song by 2 that makes you sad?
"In My Life"

-What is your favourite song of 1?
"Last Child" tied with "Janie's Got a Gun" tied with "Critical Mass"

-How did you become a fan of 10?
I'm kinda new to Steely Dan, but I found out they did "Dirty Work" which is like one of my favorite songs ever.

I used to have a graphics program but in order to keep my compy working for Frontpage, Meez and the Interwebz in general I had to unistall it

Anyone know where I can get a banner made? If ya do please point me in the direction of where I can get one made.

kthx.

I'm back from Summer break... It's what it looks like to me. I seemed to have taken the whole summer off so I guess this means it's like Back to School for me.

So what's up with me over this past summer?

1. As you saw earlier the obvious change of fandoms. I'm now totally obsessed with Scrubs. I'll dedicate a *FANGIRL SQUEE* post about that later this week probably.

2. Also as you saw earlier, my interest in wrestling is waning. I basically only watch Smackdown now. Although I"m watching ECW now since Shawn Gavin Spears got bumped up. Also I'm watching Smackdown for Colt Cabana Scotty Goldman and Jay Bradley Ryan Braddock. I'm ready to tell everyone "I told ya so" with the whole Edge turning face thing. He has to come back as a face after this. 

3. I got a second part time job at Fed Ex being a box jockey. Meh the physical work and obvious "we don't care about you because there are always people to replace you" attitude is outweighed by the fact that I have lost 14 pounds (last I checked) since I started working there. I went from 204 - 190 pounds. I keep this it up I could be down to my ideal weight (160) by the end of the year. When I saw "ideal" weight I mean what weight I'm comfortable with being not what some dumbass chart says so. I think I'm supposed to weight like 140 or less or something like that. Fuck that.

4. On the financial front I'm close to being out of credit card debt. Yeah I know I don't think I've talked about my inability to saying "NO" to spending money.... I like having things.

5. On the romance front I"m still taken gentlemen/ladies. Just don't expect any talk of ZOMG TEH SEXXORS or anything like that.

6. I'M A MOD ON MEEZ. *strikes superhero pose*. Those little bastards listen to my ass! HA HA! Absolute power corrupts absolutely... But who cares? I'm a Scorpio and the whole "Lust" thing associated with us applies to more than just other bodies.

And that's all I can think of for now. Pretty uneventful summer I know. 

Until next time kats and kittens
-KH-

Been a while hasn't it? I'm not dead yet. I've just been taking the time recently to discover a few things:

1. I am in love with John C. McGinley (Dr. Cox from Scrubs)
2. Scrubs is the greatest sitcom in the history of the universe.
3. JD+Dr. Cox = hautness.

So if you haven't guessed Scrubs is my new fandom. I haven't given up on watching wrestling completely but I do think I'm done with it as a "fandom" as in writing about it and reading fanfiction.

Vince McMahon and his "creative team" have all but ruined wrestling for me. With the screwy draft, dumb ass storylines, renaming wrestlers I like when they get bumped up, releasing wrestlers I like, breaking up a good tag team, turning Jericho heel, putting tag belts on Big Dave and Cena, putting a world title on Mark Henry, giving Kofi Kingston any kind of gold and paring him up with Mickie James for a tag match, Kane's bag... 

Okay... I'm sure you get it. I'm displeased with the WWE. Hell, I only watch Smackdown for Edge and Kennedy (Kennedy) anymore. Everything else is fast forward on the DVR.

TNA just bores me. I occasionally tune in for a good match but I just don't feel it the way I used to.

I'm looking to at least try and finish one of my unfinished Wrestling fics ("Blood and Darkness"). I've started a Scrubs fic which is on my FF.net account (If you haven't noticed I've got a thing for TG... oi.) and I'm in the process of writing a WWE/Scrubs crossover for my LC for her bday.

So until then....
Rock On
KH

-- The Sun has an interview with TNA wrestler Homicide and he is quite critical of Internet wrestling fans, calling them "idiots" & "dorks" and that they deserve to be "shanked." "America is a joke when it comes to wrestling fans," Homicide said. "I'm going to say it out loud. We got good wrestling fans and we got smart marks who are a bunch of idiots and dorks sitting at a computer and thinking they are better than a wrestler or a booker." The interviewer points out that the U.K. also has its share of "smart marks." Homicide replies, "But not like the ones in the United States. Over here they deserve to get shanked. The UK fans are really great, they're respectful. If you are a smart mark, be respectful." 

 I'd hate to burst that bubble Homicide is living in but 80% of fans could probably book better than the company he's working for currently.

And saying that his fans need to be "shanked"? Just so you know (from Urban Dictionary)

shanked, shank.
orgin: prison slang 
to be stabbed with a homemade knife

-adds homicide to the shit list-

Rating: PG (For now)
Pairing: HBK/Y2J + suprise pairing later on
Warnings: M/M relationships, some swearing, and total disregard for storyline
Summary: It took nearly losing the one he loved for him to tell him.
Disclaimer:<---- This tell you I don't own them so I can't be sued.

 Last Man Standing Match
For the WWE Championship
Triple H (c) vs. Randy Orton
Who I want to win: zzzzzzzz...... huh?
Who will Win: Tripper.

Stretcher Match
Shawn Michaels vs. Batista
Who I want to win: Half Bald Kid with some help from The Ayatolla of Rock and Rolla
Who will Win: Shawny with some help from Jericho.


First Blood Match
JBL vs. John Cena
Who I want to win: JBL
Who will Win: Superman- I mean- Cena.


Singapore Cane Match
Big Show vs John Morrison vs Tommy Dreamer vs Chavo Guerrero vs CM Punk
Who I want to win: Anyone but Chavo
Who will Win: Weeeeellllllll IT'S THE BIG SHOW!


Falls Count Anywhere Match
Jeff Hardy vs. Yumanga... Uh Umaga.
Who I want to win: I seriously... Just don't... give a rats ass... about this match.
Who will Win: Probably the druggie


TLC Match
For the World Heavyweight Championship
Added stipulation if Undertaker loses he is fired
Edge vs. The Undertaker
Who I want to win: Edge (So much for me wanting Edge to turn face huh?)
Who will Win: Undertaker... WWE bookers are not THAT retarded.


I Q-U-I-T Match
Melina vs. Beth Phoenix.
Who I want to win: Happy either way.
Who will Win: I think Bethie'll kick Melina's ass.